Frustrations...

So i've been home for a month and it seems like a lifetime.  Part of that might be because i was use to having three jobs while attending university with one of them being a resident assistant, which kept me basically on call 24/7.  This being said, going from that to no job at all while in the States for 3 months kind of makes me want to go crazy.  If it were possible for me to attain a job while here for a few months, i would go for it, but seeing that, to raise more funds, i am going to be a missionary at a Vacation Bible School as well as working a gymnastics camp in Cincinnati mid-way through June, it seems unlikely that any company in Michigan City would hire me in light of those details.  Of course i've been working on stuff for the ministry in Northern Ireland, but there's only so much i can do while on this side of the pond to prepare for ministry on that side.  I wish i could be there, amongst the young people, helping in anyway possible, but in order to be there i've got to be here for a time...all i want is to be there, be doing ministry there.  Pray for my sanity :)